Should i ?

i dont know if i have chosen the right choice to step into relationship a not , it keep hurting me and it hurts lots . think about my past relationship it really hurt it really do . Guys break up wit me for another girl ? Why do they look fer girls with looks and not <3 ? Guys are like : wanting a girl so much and willing to wait , once they got the  girl they want , the get sick and tired of them and they will start leaving the girl and leave the girl with pain and misery . Currently listening to the song : NI WEI SHEN ME YAO SHUO HUANG . it remind me of someone . he left me wit pain . he lied to me . The best break up reason i heard is : Sorry , my parents disapprove me and you being together . okay . since like that i reply : OKayy .. its over then . And next day i found out that he's wit a new girl. *laughss* All i can think was i am making a fool out of myself , he said he want me to be serious and sincere in this relationship but he doesnt . what the fcuk . is like ... whatever i dunwana continuee .