Everytime i look at myself thinking why am i forcing to love u when i dont really dont  ? 

why am i always the one who is suffering due to love ? . 

i feel like telling you dat i dun have the feelings fer you , but till now i didn't told u anything about that. Because till now u are waiting fer me and karying is waiting fer eu ~ .sigh , i suck when love comes :) i dont wannt be the girl which i used to be anymore , i want to stand strong and not falling .