Oh boy ~ .. i am falling hard fer you

Dear ... _ _ _ _ _  [ only 1 person know .. which is my babyy sotong ]
Do you know that i am falling hard for you currentlyy ? I really hope u know what i feel about you ,
You and T has no fate at all , u only have fate wit my friend Yvonne , u guys get to see each other everytime . not everytime but sometimes , when Yvonne and I aint together , u guys will be able to see each other .. on 28 March i heard your voice on the phone , my heart melts . tell me boyy , do you still _ _ _ _ me ? . I really need to know the answer . I don't wish to be a fool and wait2 . Do u know th feelinqq ? Yesh . i hurt u last tyme for asking break when we are going to be 1 month . but i regretted everythinq i know whatever i say now , u wouldn't believe me , i am sorry for that , i know i am not fit to get ur trust back or what so ever . But u must know that i still truly _ _ _ _ you know matter whatt ! .. I think i am not fit to say this word : ILOVEYOU . because i am not the girl u wanted , and i was the qirl who ask fer break and left u alone wit those aqony . But boy , i left u due to many reason . if u would like to know i will tell you , and i am not afraid of telling it . let me tell u now

- when we go out , i am like a stranger to you or normal friends , yesh , u do care about me but the feelinq u gave me is just a normal friend or a close friend .

- When were holding each other hands , you see a group of people or 2 people . u will straight away let go of my hand . do u know how i feel ? . 

- You don't really care about me . is this right ?

- You always say u love me but u never prove it that u really love me .

- You left me too much pain .

- i dislike the way ur friends stare at me .

- i dislike the way when your friend say : matair kau eh ? .. You will say : NO .. kawan jer .

Ohh boyy , this is not what i want in my r/s .  Im feeling so hurt each day, no one is able to understand it ,
a day wit u always give me a heart break  . I cried every night w/out u knowing , Thats whyy i asked for break ,... sorryy :( .. hope there's chances .